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TheMightyQuinn

.....the first cut is the deepest....

"Nobody's Home"

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.

today was crazy!!!

Tim was my angel and saved me from old men that were going to rape me and from my baby neice from being killed as well. I was driving home from my sister's and i was gonna go get gas when all of a sudden....MY CAR RAN OUT OF GAS! so i had to pull over to the side of the road and wait for tim to come and bring me gas! it was scary. but tim came in record time and didn't even put shoes on! i would have had sex with him in order to repay him....but the baby was right there! i mean hello!

then we came to my house and made a cake for my dad's B day that was yesterday. but yeah. he is gone at work now and i'm about to go to chris'!      

i'm tired of fighting for friendships that are so on and off.

only 15 days left till Incubus!

i hope everyone had an awesome 4th! i know i did! i ended up staying the night with my cousins and staying up till God knows when walking the streets because of the flood that was going on! they have a creek and it was like taking over the feilds!

then i hung out with vanessa yesterday! i love her! she finally got to see my neice! it was great because we had all of Hank's friends thinking that Lillian was mine and Hank's baby! lol it was great.

then last night vanessa and i had the pleasure of going bolwing with Chris and his cousin. it was a blast! i won the second game! (nessa, i think i might have pulled something! lol) then we all went to the park and looked at the stars! then they went home and nessa and i went to her house, only she went to sleep while i stayed on the phone with chris until 5 in the morning! then when he went to bed i woke nessa up and took her to McDonnalds!

so my day today has been a lot of sleeping because i didn't last night

these are songs that nessa's mom and i made up about vanessa!

She's got her A she's got her B she's got her Doctor's degree, she has everything but a j-o-b! lol

She's graduated from high school, but she still isn't very cool because she still has to bumb rides to the Pool!

yay for making fun of nessa because she doesn't work or drive!

everything has been really crazy lately.

yesterday i took a nap with derek and chris AT THE SAME TIME! lol talk about me being a P-I-M-P!

 I also hung out with tim yesterday! it made me happy because i have been trying to hang out with him all week! (happy tim?)

then last night chris and i watched the stars for a while. too bad things can't work out between us... i think we both really want them to.

i talked to nessa today for a while. i love her so much. i hope she can come down to manhattan with me tomorrow. i think i will cry if she can't.

........i wanna believe you, when you tell me that it'll be ok, but not today........

i put a new pic on my site so you guys could see my neice....but i look a little creepy eyed!